hazy

12.14.08

hazy

i think about you...
like clock work
i think about you...
like im studying
i think about you...
because i want to
i think about you...
because i like you
i think about you...
so are you thinkin of me...
right now too?

its so hard to pin point the feeling
its so hard to not kno how im feelin
mixed emotions
occasional sidetracks
rearended fender bender
...gave me dizzy spells
causing me to forget things
like i caught amnesia
forgot feelings
forgot butterflies
forgot anxiousness
forgot the way little things were sentimental
forgot...

i dont know if its from being pushed aside
i dont know if its from being disregarded
i dont know if its from being insecure...occasionally
i dont know if its from feeling neglected

yet...i dont want to stray away
because part of me feels like i found my way...
back into love
but uncertainty
and sleepless nights
make me wonder
is it worth it all
is it worth the fall
is it?

i wont kno...
till i find out
i wont know...
i wont know...
will i....
ever kno?