anticipation...

10.19.08

anticipation...

like ink blots of art
my mind forms images
of 1st times with you
1st smile
1st laugh
1st hug
1st being together

youve captured me...already
thought ive been hesitant thro the months
i wont take you for granted again
everyday...i long to hear your voice
everynight...i long to see your face
every week...i long to be close to you
when will that be
when will i be able to have you...close to me
embrace you
laugh with you
talk to you
connect with you
when?
sooner
than later...
i imagine
until then...i wait
until then...i participate
in gettin to kno u
all of you
every inch
every centimeter
every crevice
every section...
of your brain
of your heart
of your soul
and eventually...of your body
if you let me
for now
i just embrace
the conversation
and the jokes
and the laughter
and the pictures
for now
until that day
i anticipate...
it all